I’m Jodi Symmonds. This is a page of musings, creative writing, and poetry, that invites you to embrace your own creative expression.
I spent years working within systems that promised healing but rarely delivered it. I entered that world with a calling — to help people find what had been lost deep inside them, but somewhere along the way, I began to lose myself. The work became a battle against machinery disguised as care. I watched as human stories were flattened into data, as tenderness was replaced by procedure. And in trying to hold space for others, I forgot how to hold it for myself. Behind the polished language of “support” and “wellbeing,” I saw corruption — quiet, systemic, and deeply human. It interfered with everything I tried to do. It twisted truth into policy, compassion into compliance. And eventually, it destroyed the very purpose that had led me there. I was swallowed by the system I had once believed I could exist in. It broke me open, forced me out, and left me standing in a place of doubt and uncertainty. I began to question everything — the way I worked, the way I lived, the way I understood purpose itself. And in that questioning, I realised something simple but profound: I had been working out of alignment with my true calling. When you are in alignment, there is no confusion. There is only clarity — even in chaos.
Eventually, I left. Not with any sense of triumph, but in exhaustion and numbness. I walked away from the architecture of man, the offices, the screens, the endless noise, and found myself standing in silence, unsure of who I was without the system that had defined me. That had conditioned deep parts of me. That silence became my teacher. I began to rewild the parts of me that had been domesticated by expectation. Through art, poetry, and music. Through the old stories of Celtic and Welsh mythology that whispered of belonging and the sacred wild. Through soil under my nails and rain on my skin.
Through solitude and the slow rhythm of the land.
I didn't just leave my job, I started to rewild my entire life. Part of this has included learning how to live off-grid and self-sufficiently. The idea of living off-grid is not romantic. It is raw, and sometimes brutal. But it strips away everything false. It shows me the bones of what it means to be alive — and the ache of what it means to remember. The trauma of that unravelling still hums through me. But I’ve learned to listen to it, to let it shape the work I do now. My purpose is to help others find their way back — to the pulse beneath the noise, to the frequency of life itself. To live meaningfully, connected, awake.
At its heart, my work is about listening — to the quiet, to the wild, to the unseen frequency that threads through everything.
Our creative self begins with remembrance, a return to our innate wholeness, our wildness, and our deep belonging to the earth. The human psyche is not a separate, isolated mind, but as an extension of nature itself, dynamic, cyclical, embodied, and inherently wise. This creative work honours the interconnectedness of mind, body, and soul, inviting the reader into a process of self-discovery that is both ancient and deeply personal.
Nature as Mirror & Guide – The rhythms, resilience, and intelligence of the natural world offer profound insight into the human condition.
Embodied Healing – True transformation involves not only thought but sensation, movement, instinct, and presence.
Primal Integrity – Unlearning societal conditioning that numbs authenticity and reconnect to our original self: intuitive, alive, and self-sufficient.
Sovereign Living – Reclaiming agency over their inner and outer worlds — cultivating psychological freedom, emotional responsibility, and life practices rooted in sustainability and meaning.
Rewilding is not regression — it is reclamation. A return to your untamed self, a reawakening of your natural intelligence, and a path forward in alignment with your deepest truths. .

Welcome to the clearing — the place where the noise thins, the ground softens, and the self you’ve been carrying quietly begins to loosen its grip.
This is a space for returning.
Returning to the body, to the breath, to the parts of you that were never meant to be tamed. Here, the wild self is not something to chase or construct; it is something to uncover, like a root system waiting beneath the surface.
In this clearing, you’ll find poems, stories, and fragments of thought, small offerings gathered from the forest floor of lived experience.
They are invitations to remember what you already know: that healing is not a straight line, that reclamation is a slow unfurling, and that the natural world has always been a mirror for the inner one.
Stay as long as you need. Wander. Read. Rest.
May something in these words help you return to yourself, gently and without hurry.

The path back is rarely straight. It bends through memory, through silence, through the parts of ourselves we learned to hide in order to survive.
For a long time, I thought the wildness in me had gone quiet, buried under expectation, noise, and the soft ache of becoming what the world asked instead of what my body knew. But wildness doesn’t disappear. It waits. Patiently. Beneath the surface.
My writing began as a way to listen again. To the pulse under the skin. To the stories held in bone. To the small, insistent truths that rise when we stop trying to be tidy. Poetry became a compass. Musings became a map. Nature became the teacher I had forgotten I needed.
This space is the record of that return, a gathering of words shaped by the seasons of my own reclamation. It is not a guidebook or a doctrine. It is simply an offering: a reminder that the path back to yourself is not found by striving, but by softening.
If you are here, perhaps some part of you is already turning toward home.
Peace is a power move.
I used to think strength was loud,
a force that pushed back,
a voice that rose above the world.
But the depth of the forest
taught me otherwise.
Power is the star that burns
without ever raising its voice.
It’s the old oak holding its ground
while the storm demands urgency.
It’s the hawk circling in its own time,
answering to nothing but instinct.
In time, I learned to love like that,
not grasping, not performing,
not bending myself into shapes
that made me disappear.
Peace became my rebellion.
An immovable refusal to let the outside world
decide the temperature of my soul.
In that stillness,
I found a love that didn’t shake me loose,
a love that rose from the ground up
and encompassed from the crown,
rooted and lifted.
This is the power move.
To be so aligned within yourself
that nothing outside you
can pull you off your path.
To choose peace.
to choose sovereignty.
Long before clocks learned to divide the day, we were shaped from something older than time, a breath carved from dusk, a spark borrowed from whatever lived between lightning and lullaby. As writers, we walked the world like half-forgotten constellations, our bones humming with the same quiet law that guides migrating birds and tells seeds when to split open.
But centuries later, the city rose around us, a forest of glass and signals, screens glowing like artificial moons. We learned to navigate by notifications instead of stars. We traded the pulse of the earth for the pulse of machines, and called it evolution.
The ancient stories say the soul is a lantern. Modern life says it’s a battery. One flickers with mystery; the other demands charging.
Somewhere in the middle, we misplaced ourselves. We began to believe that humanity was a performance, a curated feed, a polished surface, a version of truth that fits neatly into the frame. Yet, in the realm of creative writing, the old world never stopped calling. It murmurs through cracks in the pavement, through weeds that rise like quiet rebellions, through the wind that slips between buildings as if searching for our names.
It reminds us that being human was never about perfection; it was about permeability. About being porous enough to let wonder in. About carrying both shadow and shimmer without needing to resolve the contradiction. The healing power of nature beckons us to remember our roots.
The soul is not a concept. It is a compass. It points not north, but inward, toward the place where myth and memory still hold hands. And when we finally pause long enough to hear that direction, something ancient stirs: a recognition, a returning, a soft but undeniable truth that we are not separate from the world. We are its echo.
We are the story the earth tells when it dreams of itself, a poetic journey woven into the fabric of existence.
I stopped running after things
that kept slipping through my hands.
The heath taught me that,
some seeds only open
when the fire comes from within.
Devotion has its own way of moving you.
A steady pull,
like the land exhaling
when the wind finally moves.
And magnetism…
it isn’t a reaching.
It’s what happens
when you gather yourself back
from all the places you scattered,
and stand there,
settled, unmistakably you.
I became the thing I was looking for.
And what once kept its distance started drifting in,
silent as dusk,
as if it had been listening for that signal all along.
They said my brain was “different,”
the way people say a fox is “off‑task”
for refusing to walk in straight lines.
They tried to file me under
neuro‑something,
as if a wild mind is a clerical error,
as if weather needs diagnosing.
Trauma knocked me sideways,
sure,
but when I stood back up,
I realised the problem wasn’t my wiring.
It was the enclosure.
Once I stepped out of that life,
my thoughts did something scandalous:
they grew fangs,
grew wings,
grew opinions about the moon.
Turns out the “symptoms”
were just instincts
trying to escape their paperwork.
Out here, away from the fluorescent logic
of people who fear anything unscheduled,
like a woodland plotting its next rebellion,
like thunder practising stand‑up comedy,
like a constellation that keeps slipping out
of its assigned shape.
Call it disorder if you want.
I call it higher consciousness
with a sense of humour.
And rising after everything…
that was just me
remembering
I was never meant
to be domesticated.
I was taught to score my days like lab results, to translate longing into checkboxes and charts. As a writer, I learned the grammar of compliance, reinforce, repeat, and wore my diagnoses like a uniform. My office smelled of photocopy and certainty; I was shown to measure emotion in categories. Ego wants to be known, and they wanted it audited, a badge that pointed toward authority and proof. But proof is a brittle truth. Authority is a falsehood.
Unlearning began as a tiny, stubborn experiment: I stopped annotating my breath and let it be a verb. I practiced listening to the silence between thoughts, like tuning a radio until a new frequency held. Spirit arrived as a thin light, a filament behind the framework of my habits. It did not promise output; it asked for attention, for the slow work of noticing what conditioning ignores.
In my creative writing journey, I dug out the fossilised rules and found a hollow choir, voices I’d classified now singing without suppression. Progress feels different: less a trophy, more a dissipating, a place where the unseen can finally create.
The real success is to not be known on their terms, learning to keep a private blossom, soft, unmeasured, and letting that quiet growth lead me to the divine intelligence that resonates with your soul, much like the healing power of nature in the poetry of existence.
You can reach out to Jodi, an author passionate about creative writing and the healing power of nature, at jodi@rewildtheself.co.uk. As a writer, she often explores themes of poetry and the connection between humans and the natural world.